[“Mai, the dawn!”]
by Sophia Terazawa
—a short film
Insects trill
darkened frames.
Fade in. DIVA sits
behind netting. Twilight.
Đàn nguyệt. Two-stringed
moon parlays her voice
accompanied by subtitles:
Where did you fall? When you
fell, did a nightingale
appear? Cut to montage.
Camphor, warbler on
twigs careening away,
et cetera. True, she says.
They exacted us
to speak. Did you speak?
Don’t answer that. Go
concealed in lamps stained
annatto orange. Then
suppose this dawn
nine generations ago
was truly icy,
bone brittle, would you
walk north on your knees
toward the Forbidden Gates?
Would it take a month?
At the prison, would you
beat your chest calling
out your son’s name?
Cut to montage. Agar-
wood chips fluttering,
hand opening a book,
et cetera. Suppose
our torturers left
long before this.
Do you understand?
A pre-recorded sound:
Applause far, far
away like locusts
cut from paper. You
laugh but don’t know why.
Published on December 5, 2023